[ memories don't come close to the real thing, something akira had already known from the start. they lack the details he finds now: the surprise in jyuto's expression gradually giving way to acceptance and contentment, the way he feels the sound jyuto makes before he actually hears it. he likes the way jyuto's lips part against his, how he welcomes akira in despite their circumstances; but he thinks maybe they both have a thing for taking risks, of doing what they want and taking what they want despite the consequences. maybe that's why he hasn't moved from his position, smoothing his palm up the soft fur of jyuto's long ears and gently pulling one down to kiss the tip of it. ]
I'm here now. [ perhaps against his better judgement, but akira can't deny the feeling that it feels right — almost natural to be here, alone with jyuto in his office late at night. instead of pulling away and leaving through the window like he's always done, he tilts his head towards jyuto's fingers with something like a low purr, releasing his tie to give in to the urge to sink both of his hands into the soft thickness of jyuto's hair. ] I'm not going anywhere.
[ it's both i want to stay and i don't want to wait. the admission should make him nervous, but all he feels is a weight being lifted from his chest. he feels freer in this moment than he's ever felt in a long time. ]
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I'm here now. [ perhaps against his better judgement, but akira can't deny the feeling that it feels right — almost natural to be here, alone with jyuto in his office late at night. instead of pulling away and leaving through the window like he's always done, he tilts his head towards jyuto's fingers with something like a low purr, releasing his tie to give in to the urge to sink both of his hands into the soft thickness of jyuto's hair. ] I'm not going anywhere.
[ it's both i want to stay and i don't want to wait. the admission should make him nervous, but all he feels is a weight being lifted from his chest. he feels freer in this moment than he's ever felt in a long time. ]